Regret

Im so tired.

This is a bit random and stupid but...

Its the 4th day of life in Ngee Ann Poly.

Yes, i am a poly student now and i am very very honoured to be able to get into my current course FSV through JPSAE.

However... its just been freakin 4 days and i am very tired.

Because of the distance..

And as what ive written in the title, i really really regret entering NP.

Of course not because of the acedemic or anything else but DISTANCE.

Well, that the biggest reason why im regretting.

Travelling from my house to NP takes about a little more then 1 hr.

Sometimes it is alright, that is if i get a sit in the mrt and bus (yes, i need to take bus after i reach clementi) but when there are days where i, unfortunately, does not have a sit during my mrt ride, it really is pretty tiring and i'll get restless and start moving around stupidly..

And of course, after my long day of poly classes, i have to go home with the exact same routine.

And the worst come to worst, my poly classes ends around the same time when most office work ends, i most probably will NOT get a sit. And that is from freakin Clementi to Simei.

And carrying the 2.04kg laptop is totally not helping anything. That is the number 1 reason to why im having back aches.

And even worst... my bag strap are starting to tear off because of the weight of the laptop.

I am really really sad. To the point that when i reach home on monday, i started bawling and crying, sobbing to my mom that its so hard.

And distance is just a part (big part though) of the hardship im facing among this 4 days.

I shall post the other parts another day.

Everyday, i get tired just around this timing (10pm) and sleep very early.

Bye.