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FUCK IT ARGHH

Regret

Im so tired.

This is a bit random and stupid but...

Its the 4th day of life in Ngee Ann Poly.

Yes, i am a poly student now and i am very very honoured to be able to get into my current course FSV through JPSAE.

However... its just been freakin 4 days and i am very tired.

Because of the distance..

And as what ive written in the title, i really really regret entering NP.

Of course not because of the acedemic or anything else but DISTANCE.

Well, that the biggest reason why im regretting.

Travelling from my house to NP takes about a little more then 1 hr.

Sometimes it is alright, that is if i get a sit in the mrt and bus (yes, i need to take bus after i reach clementi) but when there are days where i, unfortunately, does not have a sit during my mrt ride, it really is pretty tiring and i'll get restless and start moving around stupidly..

And of course, after my long day of poly classes, i have to go home with the exact same routine.

And the worst come to worst, my poly classes ends around the same time when most office work ends, i most probably will NOT get a sit. And that is from freakin Clementi to Simei.

And carrying the 2.04kg laptop is totally not helping anything. That is the number 1 reason to why im having back aches.

And even worst... my bag strap are starting to tear off because of the weight of the laptop.

I am really really sad. To the point that when i reach home on monday, i started bawling and crying, sobbing to my mom that its so hard.

And distance is just a part (big part though) of the hardship im facing among this 4 days.

I shall post the other parts another day.

Everyday, i get tired just around this timing (10pm) and sleep very early.

Bye.

Satisfactory

Its been so long since i've blog because im just not a blogging person. LOL

Okay, this post is about my upcoming new bedroom! (Thats what i think)

You see, i've already planned out how my bedroom is going to turn into and even sketched it out. My dream bedroom feels cool and heart warming and now all i nee is a new bed (which my mum thinks i should get a new one too) and a table.

And honestly speaking, im not really that spoilt like those girls who want whatever they want and doesnt want to go for other choices blah blah. What im looking for is something nice and beautiful and guess what.. I'VE FOUND THE FUCKING PERFECT ONE!

Its white (LOVE LOVE), it has a beautiful frame shape that is so classy, AND ITS MUTHAFUCKING CHEAP!

But guess what... ITS A METAL BED FRAME.

And actually, i have nothing against metal bed frame BUT MY MOTHER, oh gosh.. SHE JUST HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST METAL BED FRAME!

She even say that i'll get lighting strike. WTF?!

I even went to google to see if there's anything bad about metal bed frames and i really dont find aby weird things about it!

I REALLY DONT GET MY MUM D;

Its super duper cheap and its GORGEOUS! ;(

So yah.. Im really sad that they just dont agree with my thinking even when its MY FUCKING ROOM.

Okay.. I shouldn't be posting so much vulgar because its BAD! (but sometimes only the word 'fuck' can be use to express your current feeling.. RIGHT?!)

Im thinking of opening a new blog so i can rant as much as i want. That blog, i'll not be giving out any details of myself and i'll be blogging and ranting about the things in my life.. Good idea? Hahahah! Shall see about that ~

good night!